Introduction to Madness

The goal of my site is to share with you my journey.

What is my “journey?” Well, here I am to try to explain its’ complexities.

My name is Zo and I am a survivor of child abuse in its’ most vicious form. All of my life I have been searching for answers to my various issues. Only now, 28 years into my life am I prepared to share and confront my demons…who happen to be my parents.

For the first ten years of my life, I was molested by my own Father, with the assistance of my own Mother. Yes, my Mom pimped me out to her own husband.

My entire life I have been tortured by nightmares, insomnia, suicidal thoughts, plans, and attempts. I have been unable to connect with others emotionally all my life and yearn to change that.

This horrific journey I am determined to share with whomever I can reach will be a series of videos, posts, and chilling poetry. I hope to penetrate other survivors minds with the notion of hope and the invitation to healing through art.

You will see a disturbing unfolding if you dare to follow this blog. I will be posting the entirely too messed up realizations from every therapy session and the words of myself as a child through the diaries I have kept my entire life.

I suffer from intense disassociation, and I want to share with you all the emergence and escape of the other side of my personality as it escapes the confines of lines and ink in a book kept hidden on a shelf.